O g\u00fcn L\u00fctfi K\u0131rdar Kongre Saray\u0131’nda s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 ya da s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bir kongre beni bekliyordu. Ama olmad\u0131! Gibi? G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeler \u00f6\u011fle saatlerine kadar ayn\u0131 modda devam etti. Yemekten sonra konferans ba\u015fkan\u0131 Peter Fisk ikinci konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 yaparken, \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015fka bir firmadan arkada\u015f\u0131m Sude konferansa kat\u0131larak yan\u0131ma oturdu. G\u00fczel bir g\u00fcnd\u00fc. Her zamanki gibi ayaklar\u0131na bakmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ba\u015fard\u0131m. Klasik bir merhabadan sonra ben konu\u015fmay\u0131 izlerken Sude kula\u011f\u0131ma e\u011filip “Birbirimizi en son ne zaman g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun?” dedi. O sordu. “Evet?” Dedim. \u201cKendimi o toplant\u0131dan ge\u00e7mekten al\u0131koymak zorunda kald\u0131m\u201d dedi. \u015eok olmu\u015ftum. Bir anda t\u00fcm d\u00fcnya alt \u00fcst oldu. Kendimi toparlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ve \u015fok i\u00e7inde Sude’nin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Konu\u015fmac\u0131ya d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ama akl\u0131m bu c\u00fcmleyle doluydu. Yine de \u00e7ok ho\u015f. Konferans ba\u015fkan\u0131 ba\u015fka bir konu\u015fmac\u0131ya s\u00f6z verirken \u015fokum 10 dakika daha devam ederken Sude tekrar kula\u011f\u0131ma d\u00f6nerek “Beni takip edin” dedi. Kendimi hipnotize olmu\u015f halde onu takip ederken buldum. Bilmedi\u011fimiz koridorlardan ge\u00e7tik ve tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir odaya girdik. Kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131p g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda uyand\u0131m. Her \u015fey tamamen ger\u00e7ekti ve ben muhtemelen hayat\u0131m\u0131n en heyecan\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Kalbim g\u00fcmb\u00fcr g\u00fcmb\u00fcr atarken h\u0131zla e\u011filip fermuar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Nesnemi a\u011fz\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, v\u00fccudumdaki t\u00fcm kan neredeyse birikti ve ta\u015fla\u015ft\u0131. Ancak, \u00f6z\u00fcmsemeye gerek g\u00f6rmedi. \u0130\u015fimize h\u0131zl\u0131ca bir g\u00f6z atmak i\u00e7in gitmeliydik. Sude aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131, kravat\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131 ve tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m y\u00fczlerce elektronik aletle dolu bir masa kapt\u0131. Aniden art\u0131k kontrol\u00fc ele almam gerekti\u011fini fark ettim. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 dudaklar yerim. Ceketini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve g\u00f6mle\u011finin d\u00fc\u011fmelerini a\u00e7t\u0131m. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini sutyeninin i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekerken dilim boynundan g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne do\u011fru ak\u0131yor. San\u0131r\u0131m hayat\u0131mda tatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m en tatl\u0131 \u015fey. Bir an zaman\u0131n aleyhime \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim ve ellerimi ete\u011finin alt\u0131na kayd\u0131rd\u0131m. Tanr\u0131m, o an\u0131 hayal bile edemezsin. Kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 tutarken g\u00f6zlerimiz birbirimize hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n en g\u00fczel zaman\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Tanga i\u00e7 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r\u0131 icat edildi, onu giyen kad\u0131nlardan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyorum. \u015eimdi vah\u015fi ellerimde tangal\u0131 tra\u015fl\u0131 bir kedi ve m\u00fckemmel bir popo var. Suyla y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f gibi zaten \u0131slak oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in yalamaya gerek duymad\u0131m. Yabanc\u0131larla prezervatifsiz seks yapmama politikas\u0131n\u0131 reddettim ve Sude’yi masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131m. O anda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcy\u00fc ve yan odadaki \u00e7evirmenin sesini fark ettim. Tanr\u0131m, terc\u00fcman sesimizi duysa hayat\u0131m\u0131n en utan\u00e7 verici an\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 biliyordum. Ama bu an her \u015feye de\u011fdi. Ona vurmadan ve beline bir ses daha \u00e7\u0131karmadan an\u0131 bitiremedim. Yapt\u0131m! O \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ben gelmek \u00fczereydim. pe\u00e7etem yok \u015eeyimi ald\u0131m, sa\u00e7\u0131mdan tuttum, dizime koydum ve a\u011fz\u0131ma koydum. Hayvana ses \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken terc\u00fcmana sesimi duymamas\u0131 i\u00e7in yalvard\u0131m. T\u00fcm menimi tek bir damla olmadan a\u011fz\u0131na d\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Ondan sonra nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fini hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Tek hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yo\u011fun panik! Sonra ne oldu? Sude ile ayn\u0131 ortamda yaln\u0131z kalmamak i\u00e7in ka\u00e7t\u0131m \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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