ben evli 1 \u00e7ocuk annesi 5 y\u0131ll\u0131k evli olan sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n beyaz tenli kapal\u0131
\nbir bayan\u0131m..kocam bir tekstil firmas\u0131nda i\u015fci olarak
\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.istanbulda ikamet ediyoruz..benim hikayeme gelince
\nkay\u0131nbabamla aram\u0131zda ge\u00e7di.kay\u0131nbabam,52 ya\u015f\u0131nda uzun boylu sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131
\niri yar\u0131 bir adam.kay\u0131nvalidem,zaman\u0131nda \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in hastal\u0131ktan
\nkurtulam\u0131yan biri.ayn\u0131 cat\u0131 ald\u0131nda kay\u0131nbabam,kay\u0131nvalidem,kocam ve ben
\n 5 y\u0131ld\u0131r beraber ya\u015f\u0131yoruz.kay\u0131nbabam emekli oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in gece
\nyar\u0131lar\u0131na kadar televizyon seyrederdi.asl\u0131nda ben \u00e7ok utanga\u00e7 bir
\nbayan\u0131m.evlili\u011fimin ilk y\u0131llar\u0131nda gece kocamla yapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z siki\u015flerden
\nsonra banyoya gidip y\u0131kanmam\u0131z gerekdi\u011fi zaman,kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n
\nayaktaolmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131,onun yatmas\u0131n\u0131 bekleyerek \u00f6yle
\ny\u0131kan\u0131yorduk..belli bir zaman sonra,kocam \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in,ben babam\u0131n
\nyatmas\u0131n\u0131 bekleyemem,sabah i\u015fe gidece\u011fim diyerek banyosunu yapmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131.bende,kay\u0131nbabam televizyonu kapat\u0131p yatt\u0131kdan bir iki saat
\nsonra,kalk\u0131p y\u0131kan\u0131yordum..g\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcn,sabah kahvald\u0131s\u0131 yaparken
\nkay\u0131nbabam`gelin`su faturalar\u0131 \u00e7ok gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131,biraz az su kullan\u0131n
\ndiyerek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi..ben birden k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 oldum..\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ok utand\u0131m.g\u00fcnler
\n bu \u015fekilde gecerken bir g\u00fcn,kay\u0131nvalidemin tansiyonu \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ve yere
\ny\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131..hemen kay\u0131nbabamla onu yerden kald\u0131r\u0131p yata\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken,kay\u0131n
\nbabam\u0131n eli g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerime carpd\u0131 ama bu istemeyerek oldu..sonra mutfa\u011fa
\nyemek yaparken,mutfak masas\u0131nda kay\u0131nbabam oturup gazete okumaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131..bir ara bana `gelin`.kusura bakma istemiyerek oldu dedi..bende
\nne olduki diyerek olay\u0131 anlamamazl\u0131ktan geldim.sanki bu olay\u0131 devam
\nettirmek ho\u015funa gidiyor gibi devametti..\u015fey..yani elimin sana
\ndokunmas\u0131n\u0131 demek istedim.bende,tamam baba o bir kazayd\u0131
\ndedim..kay\u0131nbabam!.tabiki kazayd\u0131,yanl\u0131\u015f anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131na sevindim dedi.ben
\nkonunun kapanmas\u0131 i\u00e7in,oral\u0131kl\u0131 olmayarak konuyu kapatt\u0131m.o g\u00fcnden sonra
\n kay\u0131nbabama bir haller olmu\u015f gibi,hi\u00e7 yabmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyleri yapmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131..sabahlar\u0131 odama gelerek k\u0131z\u0131m kalk,kahvald\u0131 haz\u0131rlada
\nyiyelim..\u00f6n\u00e7eleri kap\u0131ma vururdu.,hi\u00e7 bir zaman odaya
\ngirmezdi..g\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcn yine odama gelerek beni kald\u0131racakt\u0131..o an
\nben uyan\u0131kd\u0131m ve beyaz olan kilotumla yaz oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in a\u00e7\u0131k bir \u015fekilde
\nyat\u0131yordum.kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131yla,bende uyur numaras\u0131 yabarak,istifimi hi\u00e7
\nbozmad\u0131m..ne yabaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.kap\u0131dan biraz seyrederek
\nyava\u015fca kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131..biraz sonra benim\u00a0 3 ya\u015f\u0131nda olan o\u011flum uyanarak
\nkap\u0131y\u0131 ac\u0131p dedesinin yan\u0131na gitti\u2026o\u011fluma git anneyi kald\u0131r diyerek
\nodama g\u00f6nderdi..\u00e7ocuk kap\u0131y\u0131 tek geri a\u00e7arak anne anne kalk dedem
\n\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor diyerek \u00fczerime at\u0131ld\u0131.bende o\u011flumu yatakta biraz severek
\nkalkmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken,kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n izledi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ve pozuntuya vermeden
\n ete\u011fimi alarak giymeye ba\u015flad\u0131m..zaten o anda kay\u0131nbabam hemen mutfa\u011fa
\ny\u00f6neldi..hi\u00e7 bir\u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi kahvalt\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yabarak,kay\u0131nvalidemin
\nyeme\u011finide haz\u0131rl\u0131yarak odas\u0131na gittim..kay\u0131nvalidem !k\u0131z\u0131m`\u015fu baban
\nolacak domuz hi\u00e7 yan\u0131ma u\u011fray\u0131pda bir \u015feye ihtiyac\u0131n varm\u0131 yokmu diye
\nsormuyor diyerek serzeni\u015fte bulundu..`kay\u0131nbabam`..senden bana bir
\nfaydam\u0131 var,\u00f6leceksen \u00f6l art\u0131k bende ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n caresine bak\u0131p evleneyim
\ndedi..`kay\u0131nvalidem`..siz erkek de\u011filmisiniz varsa yoksa o i\u015fi
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00a0 diye k\u0131zarak s\u00f6ylendi..bu arada kay\u0131nbabamda..bu lafa
\ng\u00fclerek tabiki erke\u011fim senin gibi 10 tane kar\u0131 eskitirim diyerek kahkaha
\n atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026bende baba baba sen benim anneme kurban olas\u0131n diyerek
\n kay\u0131nvalidemin arkal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 almaya ba\u015flad\u0131m..kay\u0131nbabam..gelin gelin bak o
\n hi\u015fimdi \u00f6l\u00fcr gider,ondan sana fayda yok sen benim tarafdan ol sonra
\nkar\u0131\u015fmam bak diyerek g\u00fcld\u00fc..ben\u201cyaramaz \u00e7ocuklar gibi hi\u00e7de de\u011fil o
\nsenden daha sa\u011flam diyerek kayinvalidemin yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kd\u0131m..ger\u00e7ekten
\nkay\u0131nvalidem \u00e7ok hastayd\u0131..ona devaml\u0131 moral vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m..
\ng\u00fcnlerden birg\u00fcn pazar al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fi yapmak i\u00e7in pazara gittim..d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte
\nanahtar\u0131mla kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p i\u00e7eri girdi\u011fimde.elimdeki po\u015fetleri mutga\u011fa
\nb\u0131rakmaya gidince kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n banyoda oldu\u011funu ve banyonunkap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n
\na\u00e7\u0131k bir \u015fekilde buldum..benim odam banyodan sonra oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in,\u00fczerimi
\nde\u011fi\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in odaya gitti\u011fimde,banyonun i\u00e7i benim odam\u0131n gardrop
\naynas\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyordu..aynaya bak\u0131n\u00e7a birden aynadan kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n
\ng\u00fcvetin i\u00e7inde y\u00fcz\u00fc kap\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fck olarak y\u0131kand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00e7e g\u00f6z\u00fcmister
\nistemez a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara tak\u0131l\u0131nca o kacaman simsiyah kal\u0131n sikini g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00e7e \u015fok
\noldum..kocam\u0131n sikinden ba\u015fka ilk defa yabanc\u0131 bir sik g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in
\n\u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m..odam\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hemen kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n kap\u0131n\u0131n sesini
\n duymu\u015f olmal\u0131kii gelin gelin senmisin ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyarak evet benim
\nbaba diyerek kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdim\u2026\u00fczerimi de\u011fi\u015ftirip salona do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcrken
\nyine kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k bir \u015fekilde sanki benim odamdan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kendisini g\u00f6rmemi
\n sa\u011flamak i\u00e7in, g\u00f6zlerini kap\u0131ya do\u011fru cevirerek,hem sabunlan\u0131yor bir
\nyandanda beni kolluyormu\u015f gibi bir hal sezinledim..bu arada o kocaman
\nsikini sabunluyormu\u015f gibi yaparak ovuyordu..`ben`k\u0131zarak baba banyo
\nyap\u0131yorsunda kap\u0131n\u0131 neden kapatm\u0131yorsun diyerek kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131
\nkapat\u0131m..`kay\u0131nbabam`.k\u0131z\u0131m sen yoktun diye kapamad\u0131m diye i\u015fittirmeye
\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131..o g\u00fcnden sonra kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 bana kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ok
\nde\u011fi\u015fdi.\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc,g\u00f6zlerini vucudumdan ay\u0131rm\u0131yordu..\u00e7ok k\u0131zmama ra\u011fmen sanki
\n ho\u015fuma gidiyor gibi tepki vermeyi\u015fimi bende anl\u0131yam\u0131yordum..g\u00fcnlerden
\nbir g\u00fcn kay\u0131nvalidemin hasta\u011f\u0131 ilerliyerek hastane hastane dola\u015fmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131k..doktor bize kay\u0131nvalidemin hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kanser oldu\u011funu
\ns\u00f6yledi\u011finde y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131k..tavsiyeler \u00fczerine ankaradya ibni-sina
\nhastahanesine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclmesi s\u00f6ylendi\u2026mecburen yan\u0131na refekatci olarak
\nbenim kalmam gerekdi\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00e7ocu\u011fumuannemlere birakarak kay\u0131nvalidem ,
\nkay\u0131nbabam\u00a0 ve ben ankaraya gitmek i\u00e7inyola koyulduk..kay\u0131nvalidemi
\nyat\u0131rd\u0131k ve bende yan\u0131nda refekat\u00e7i olarak kalmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131m..kay\u0131nbabamda g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri hastahanede bizimle
\nilgilenip,ak\u015famlar\u0131da bir otelde kal\u0131yordu.bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra benim
\ndinlenmem i\u00e7in,evli g\u00f6r\u00fcmcem gelerek birazda ben kalay\u0131m sen biraz
\ndinlen diyerek kay\u0131nbabamla otele do\u011fru yol ald\u0131k..otele vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda
\nkay\u0131nbabam resepsiyona giderek oda ayarlamak istedi..birazdan yan\u0131ma
\ngelerek `gelin `..bo\u015f oda yok ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z deyince ben,olsun baba ben
\nhastaneye gideyim..sen burda kal deyince kay\u0131nbabam,hay\u0131r hay\u0131r olmaz
\nba\u015fka otele giderizdiyerek ba\u015fka bir otele gitmek i\u00e7in hareket
\nettik..birka\u00e7 otele gidip oda bulamay\u0131nca kay\u0131nbabam,..yine benim
\nkald\u0131\u011f\u0131m otele gidip.sen kal\u0131r bende a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salonda beklerim deyince
\nben,olmaz baba odada sen yatars\u0131n bende yerde oturarak g\u00f6zlerimi
\ndinlendirsem yeter dedim..kay\u0131nbabam hi\u00e7 \u00f6yle \u015fey olurmu gelin senin
\nyerlerde yatmana raz\u0131 olamam bir yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m bir \u015feyler yabar\u0131z
\ndiyince odam\u0131za giderken,resepsiyondaki memur kay\u0131nbabam\u0131 yan\u0131na
\n\u00e7a\u011f\u0131rarak bir \u015feyler konu\u015ftular..kay\u0131nbabam d\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00e7e bir sorunmu var
\ndeyince yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca konu\u015furuz dedi ve odam\u0131za \u00e7\u0131kd\u0131k.odada ben,ne
\noldu baba deyince kay\u0131nbabam,\u015fey..yan\u0131ndaki bayan e\u015finmi diye sordu
\nbende hay\u0131r k\u0131z\u0131m dedim deyince ben..neden gelinim demedin baba
\ns\u00f6yleyince.. kay\u0131nbabam . o zaman burada kalmam\u0131za m\u00fcsade
\netmezlerdi\u00a0k\u0131z\u0131m..ben\u201c neden..\u201ckay\u0131nbabam,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131m,birinci derecede
\n akraba olm\u0131yanlar\u0131 bu \u015fekilde a\u011f\u0131rlamak istemiyorlar..ben.biz birinci
\nderecede akraba de\u011filmiyiz dedim ve kay\u0131nbabam,evet \u00f6yle ama
\n..ben,amas\u0131n\u0131 ne baba deyince,kay\u0131nbabam..takma kafana k\u0131z\u0131m diyerek
\nkonuyu kapatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131..bende \u0131srar etmeyerek ellerimi y\u0131kamak i\u00e7in
\nlavoboya gittim..odan\u0131n i\u00e7erisinde tuvalet ve banyo oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00e7e\u00a0
\nkay\u0131nbabama..baba buras\u0131da bir ev gibi dedim..kay\u0131nbabam evet k\u0131z\u0131m
\noteller b\u00f6yle..para veriyorsun ama insan\u0131da rahat ettiriyorlar
\ndedi\u2026yatma vakti gelince..kay\u0131nbabam bana k\u0131z\u0131m yatabilirsin deyince
\nben,hay\u0131r baba sen yat ben \u015fu koltukda uyurum deyince kay\u0131nbabam\u00a0
\nkesinlikle olmaz..ben olur olur diyerekkoltu\u011fa oturtum.kay\u0131nbabam yan\u0131ma
\n gelerek ve eliyle ceki\u015ftirerek sen yatacaks\u0131n ben yatm\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m derken
\nkuca\u011f\u0131na alarak beni yata\u011fa att\u0131..ben dekrar do\u011frulmak isterken eliyle
\nabanarak kalkmamam i\u00e7in bast\u0131rd\u0131..ben bu olmuyor derken o bana sen
\nku\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnden\u00a0 yataklara lay\u0131ks\u0131n sen sultans\u0131n diyerek iltifatlar etmeye
\nba\u015flad\u0131..ben o kadarda de\u011fil diyerek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim..kay\u0131nbabam..k\u0131z\u0131m ben
\nbir du\u015f alaca\u011f\u0131m sende \u00fczerini \u00e7\u0131kar ve yat deyince ben,,benim geceli\u011fim
\n yokki soyunup yatay\u0131m deyince kay\u0131nbabam,,bir\u015fey olmaz \u015fimdi ben tu\u015f
\nal\u0131nca soyunur yatars\u0131n bende g\u00f6rmem diyerek banyoya do\u011fru
\ngitti\u2026ben,,soyunay\u0131mm\u0131 soyunmamay\u0131mm\u0131 diyerek soyunup yata\u011fa girdim ve
\n in\u00e7e bir nevresim olan yorgan\u0131 \u00fczerime \u00e7ekdim..i\u00e7eriden su sesi
\ngelmeyince dikkat kesilerek dinlemeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca oradakendi kendini
\ntatmin ediyor diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm..bir s\u00fcre sonra kay\u0131nbabam seslenerek k\u0131z\u0131m
\nsanada sormad\u0131m asl\u0131nda banyo sanada iyi gelir diye konu\u015fmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131..kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n konu\u015fmalar\u0131na cevap vermedim..\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc
\nkonu\u015fmalar\u0131davetkar bir \u015fekilde oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in sessiz kalmak
\nistedim..benden cevap alamay\u0131nca,uyutu\u011fumu san\u0131p konu\u015fmas\u0131na ara
\nverdi\u2026cevap versem biliyorumkiii sonunda i\u015fi cinselli\u011fe
\nkayd\u0131racak..benden \u0131\u015f\u0131k alabilirse o\u011flununkar\u0131s\u0131 olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma
\nbakmadan sikebilece\u011fini biliyorum.asl\u0131nda onada hak vermiyorum de\u011fil
\n\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc,kay\u0131nvalidemin hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 en az alt\u0131 yedi ayd\u0131r kar\u0131
\ny\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rmedi\u011fini kar\u0131ya hasret kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tahmin etmek hi\u00e7de zor
\nde\u011fil..ama konumumuz itibariyle yani onun gelini olmamdan dolay\u0131 b\u00f6yle
\nbir \u015feyin olm\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131mki banyodan \u00e7\u0131kd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydum
\n ve y\u00fcz\u00fcm odaya d\u00f6n\u00fck bir \u015fekilde yorgan\u0131 kafama cekip hafif aral\u0131k
\nb\u0131rakarak banyodan giyinipmi \u00e7\u0131kacak yoksa c\u0131plakm\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kacak diye merakla
\n beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m..tahminlerime yan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f\u0131m..tamamen \u00e7\u0131plak
\nde\u011fil,banyodan kilotla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131..yorgan\u0131n deli\u011finden y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmesemde
\nbelden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliyordum\u2026siki kilotuna s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu\u2026kocam\u0131n
\nsikiyle k\u0131yasl\u0131yacak olursam,kocam\u0131n siki 14 cm ve fazla kal\u0131n olmayan
\nbir sik..ama kay\u0131nbabam\u0131nkii inan\u0131lmaz bir b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckde kilotuna
\ns\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor..i\u00e7inden neler ge\u00e7ti\u011fini bilmiyorum ama evde olanlardan sonra
\nte\u015fhirisevdi\u011fini anl\u0131yabiliyorum..yakta biraz bekledikden sonra koldu\u011fa
\ndo\u011fru oturunca y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcde g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.ama o bani tabiki g\u00f6remiyor
\n.devaml\u0131 benden tarafa bakarak bir eliylede kilotunun \u00fczerinde sikini
\nka\u015f\u0131yor..bazende eliyle sanki benim onu izledi\u011fimi hiddediyor gibi
\nebat\u0131n\u0131 banag\u00f6sterir gibi s\u0131k\u0131yor..ben\u00a0 bu olay kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda tahrik olmaya
\n ba\u015flad\u0131m..\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc am\u0131m\u0131n sular\u0131 akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026hi\u00e7 bir zaman kocam\u0131
\naldatmay\u0131d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyen ben..hemde onun babas\u0131yla bu i\u015fin olabilece\u011fini
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek kalpimi yerinden f\u0131rlatacak bir \u015fekilde
\nheyecanland\u0131rd\u0131..kay\u0131nbabam bana kar\u015f\u0131 bo\u015f de\u011fil ama benimde ondan
\nfark\u0131m kalmad\u0131..birara nab\u0131z at\u0131\u015flar\u0131m y\u00fckselmi\u015f olmal\u0131ki kay\u0131nbabam
\nbenim uyad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek..gelin rahat edemedinmi diyerek seslenince
\nacaba anlad\u0131m\u0131 diye uyurken insan yatakda d\u00f6nerya \u00f6yle bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f
\nyapd\u0131m..bu sefer s\u0131rt\u0131m ondan tarafa d\u00f6n\u00fck bir \u015fekil ald\u0131m..bir saat
\nkadar uyan\u0131k bir \u015fekilde kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n\u00a0 ne yapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak ederek,onunda
\nsesi solu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131nca uymu\u015fmudur diyerek yatakta bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f
\nyap\u0131nca,uyumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zg\u00f6ze gelerek anlad\u0131m\u2026kay\u0131nbabam k\u0131z\u0131m
\nuyuyamad\u0131nm\u0131 deyince,,uyumu\u015f ve yeni uyanm\u0131\u015f gibi\u00a0 uyuyordum ama sen
\nbirden uyan\u0131nca ve \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcnce korkdum dedim..kay\u0131nbabam,neden
\nkorktun k\u0131z\u0131m deyince.hemencecik bir \u015fey uydurarak,,\u015fey en son
\nbanyodayd\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131da a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcp oday\u0131da sessizlik kaplay\u0131nca banyoda
\nzehirlendimi korkusuyla korktum deyince kay\u0131nbabam..bak banim gelinime
\nsen hele kay\u0131nbabas\u0131n\u0131da ne kadar severmi\u015f deyince..ben neden
\nsevmiyecekmi\u015fim dedikdensonra yerinden kalk\u0131p bana do\u011fru gelerek yata\u011f\u0131n
\n yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131mda oturarak,benim bu laf\u0131m ho\u015funa gitmi\u015f olmal\u0131ki selini
\nsaclar\u0131ma koyarak ok\u015fayarak ceki\u015ftirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131..kay\u0131nbabam,asl\u0131nda
\nk\u0131z\u0131m\u2026,,ben\u2026ne asl\u0131nda baba diyerek irtelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026yok bir
\n\u015fey k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026allaha\u015fk\u0131na baba s\u00f6yle diye \u0131srar edince..anneni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum
\n g\u00f6z\u00fcme hi\u00e7 uyku girmiyor deyince i\u00e7im burkuldu..ve bu esnada y\u00fcz\u00fcne
\nbak\u0131nca g\u00f6z\u00fcndeki ya\u015flar\u0131n yanaklar\u0131ndan a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru akd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm..ben yataktan biraz yukaruya do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131karak do\u011frulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p
\nteselli edecekdimki birden s\u00fctyenimle oldu\u011fumu hat\u0131rl\u0131yarak yorgan\u0131
\nyukar\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00e7eki\u015fdirdim..ve bu yorgan \u00e7eki\u015fimde kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n vucutuda
\n yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131na kald\u0131..onlan benim arama olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck mesafeyi
\nvucutlar\u0131m\u0131z birbirine \u00e7atmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in yorgan\u0131 dizimin alt\u0131na
\ns\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak elimle g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silerek babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fclme annem
\ng\u00f6receksin iyilesecek diyerek moralini d\u00fczeltmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken
\nkay\u0131nbabam,art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131m,annen o hastahaneden sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyorum diyerek h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klara bo\u011fuldu.bu sefer bende kendisine
\ne\u015flik edereka\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n,k\u0131z\u0131m annen seni \u00e7ok
\nseviyordu bir daha bu nazl\u0131 gelinini sevemiyecek diyerek a\u011flamam\u0131 daha
\n\u00e7ok k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u00fcyordu\u2026bir s\u00fcre sonra bir elini ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131na\u00a0 koyarak
\ndi\u011fer eliylede g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silerken sol elini biraz daha c\u0131plak omuzuma
\n do\u011fru indirerek benig\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerine cevirdi..ve benim sol elimde
\nkilotunun biraz yukar\u0131s\u0131na gelerek vucutuna temas etti..bir s\u00fcre b\u00f6yle
\nsessiz kalarak sessizli\u011fibozan kay\u0131nbabam oldu\u2026sol elinin o kal\u0131n
\nparmaklar\u0131 art\u0131k omuzumu ok\u015far gibi omuz kol aras\u0131na gezdirmeye
\nba\u015fl\u0131yarak arada s\u0131rada s\u0131karak bu g\u00fcvende oldu\u011fum imaj\u0131n\u0131 vermeye
\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu..bu arada bende elimi vucutunun \u00fczerine piyano tu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131
\nkullan\u0131r gibi hareket ettiriyordum..kay\u0131n babam\u0131n sa\u011f elini benim elimin
\n \u00fczerine g\u00f6t\u00fcrmesiyle, elimi yukar\u0131lara do\u011fru hareket ettirmesi bir
\noldu..bu arada sol eliyle itttirerek sanki beni biraz daha kendisine
\nyakla\u015ft\u0131rmak\u00a0 ister gibi\u00a0 yap\u0131nca onlan benim aramdaki yorgan kurtulunca
\n benim dizlerim onun dizlerine \u00e7atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.bu arada eli hala benim
\nsol elimin \u00fczerinde kar\u0131n k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde ileri geri hareket
\nettirirken dirse\u011fimin sert bir \u015feye carpt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordum.san\u0131r\u0131m
\n ereksiyon olup siki kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.heyecandan tir tir titriyordum.benimde
\nondan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya kal\u0131r bir yan\u0131m olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim.am\u0131m\u0131n zevk
\nsular\u0131 \u015felale gibi akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n kurudu\u011funu nefesimin
\ns\u0131kla\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 heyecandan bir an i\u00e7in \u00f6lece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm..bana
\nb\u00f6yle neler oluyordu..evet evet onun o kocaman sikini yiyece\u011fimi
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde tarif edilemez bir zevk ya\u015f\u0131yordum..birs\u00fcre sonra kay\u0131n
\nbabam iyice yata\u011fa do\u011fru yerle\u015fmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca birden ben tarafa d\u00f6nerek
\n sol eli ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ald\u0131nda oldu\u011fu halde sa\u011f eliyle benim yanaklar\u0131m\u0131
\novalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026bu i\u015flemi yaparken sa\u011f el dirse\u011fi g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimebask\u0131
\nyaparak bir s\u00fcre sonra yorulunca kolu g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerimde hareketsiz bir
\n\u015fekilde durmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.kalpim k\u00fct k\u00fct yap\u0131nca kay\u0131nbabam k\u0131z\u0131m
\nhastam\u0131s\u0131n diyerek g\u00fcya benim kalpimin ne i\u00e7in att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamamaz gibi
\nhat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131sormaya ba\u015flad\u0131..bende..evet baba san\u0131r\u0131m \u00fc\u015f\u00fct\u00fcm onun i\u00e7in
\ntitriyorum deyince.\u00f6yle desene k\u0131z\u0131m diyerek benim yanaklar\u0131mdan \u00f6per
\ngibi yaparak dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n kenar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc.ve beni sarmalad\u0131.art\u0131k unun
\nvucutu benim \u00e7\u0131plak tenimle temas etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131..bu sarmalama i\u015fi
\nsonras\u0131 sa\u011f eli benim popomun \u00fczerine geldi..bir s\u00fcre \u00f6yle kal\u0131p sonra
\neli popomda dola\u015fmayaa ba\u015flay\u0131nca ben baba ne yap\u0131yorsun deyince
\nneredeyse ba\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z ayn\u0131 hizada odu\u011fundan popomu eliyle s\u0131karak \u00e7ok
\ng\u00fczel kal\u00e7alar\u0131n var sana dayanam\u0131yorum diyerek dudaklar\u0131ma\u00a0
\nkapanmas\u0131yla ben onu ittirmeye cal\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ama ba\u015faramad\u0131m\u2026nas\u0131l
\nba\u015faray\u0131mkii o dev c\u00fcsseyle ba\u015fetmem m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011filkii..an\u00e7ak bir s\u00fcre\u00a0
\na\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131kd\u0131m ama nefes alam\u0131yordum nefes almak i\u00e7in a\u011fz\u0131m aralan\u0131rken
\nalt duda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kapt\u0131rd\u0131m..duda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 resmen kemiriyordu\u2026bir s\u00fcre sonra
\nbende \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yarak kendisine kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verince kendimi alt\u0131nda
\nbuldum..art\u0131k beni o g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc kollar\u0131yla sarmal\u0131yarak zaten onun o dev
\nc\u00fcssesinin yan\u0131nda \u00e7ocuk gibi kalan beni bir alttaal\u0131p bir \u00fcste cekip
\nkedi fareyle oynuyor gibi sevmeye ba\u015flad\u0131..bir s\u00fcre b\u00f6yle sevi\u015fip, beni
\nkollar\u0131yla kald\u0131rarak yata\u011fa b\u0131rakmas\u0131yla bir iki sefer top gibi yatakta
\n iki sefer sektim..birden\u00a0 e\u011filip s\u00fctyenimi y\u0131rtarcas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karmaya
\nba\u015flay\u0131nca ben babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m biraz yava\u015f ol deyince,kay\u0131nbabam,art\u0131k baba
\nyok ben senin kocan\u0131m sen benim kar\u0131ms\u0131n..tamamm\u0131deyince..tabiki bu
\nsatten sonra gelin,kaynata ili\u015fkisini bitirdi\u011fimiz an\u0131n oldu\u011funu
\nanlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m..birazdan o kaca yara\u011f\u0131n am\u0131m\u0131n derinliklerinde
\nkay\u0131polaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 ve gelini olam\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026o anda o
\nsert o kuvvetli erkek sanki gitmi\u015f bir kuzu olmu\u015f gibi \u015fefkatlice donumu
\n ahenkli bir \u015fekilde benimde yard\u0131m\u0131mla \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131..art\u0131k\u00a0
\nbirhaftal\u0131k tra\u015fl\u0131 olan amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda
\nduruyordu\u2026kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n siki donuna s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor neredeyse donunu delecek
\nf\u00fcze gibi\u00a0 b\u00fct\u00fcn ihti\u015fam\u0131yla g\u00f6rebiliyordum..bir s\u00fcre sonra aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f
\n parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na alarak emmeye ba\u015flad\u0131..biraz emdikden
\nsonra yukar\u0131lara do\u011fru diliyle daireler cizmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026ve sonunda
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn hedefi olan o kaca sikini sokmak i\u00e7in sab\u0131rs\u0131zland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bal kutuma
\ngelip biraz seyrederek,ne g\u00fczel bir am \u00e7ok masum,insan bunu sikmeye
\nk\u0131yamaz diyerek dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 yana\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p,yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131..am\u0131m\u0131n akan
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn sular\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7erken titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131m ve bir s\u00fcre sonra \u015felale gibi
\norgazm olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m..kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n ohhh a\u015fk\u0131m \u00e7okmu ho\u015funa gitti
\nsab\u0131rs\u0131zlanma amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yara\u011fa doyuraca\u011f\u0131m diyerek am\u0131m\u0131 kurutana kadar
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131v\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ti..daha sonra s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yatarak s\u0131ra sende a\u015fk\u0131m
\nsevgilim diyerek beni sikini yalamam i\u00e7in ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yakalay\u0131p sikinin
\nkafas\u0131na\u00a0 yana\u015ft\u0131r\u0131nca ben\u2026hay\u0131rbaba olmaz deyince,,bana baba deme ben
\n art\u0131k senin kocan\u0131m unutma hem neden olmaz diyosun bakiiim diyerek
\nk\u0131zmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca ben tamam kocac\u0131m da..benim midem \u00e7ok hassas bunu
\nyabamam deyincr kay\u0131nbabam..sen o\u011flumun sikini hi\u00e7 yalamad\u0131nm\u0131\u00a0 dedi ve
\nben..hay\u0131r ben senin o\u011flunla devaml\u0131 klasik bir \u015fekilde siki\u015fmi\u015fim ne o
\nbenim am\u0131m\u0131 yalad\u0131 nede ben onun sikini dedim..kay\u0131nbabam..vay benim
\nsalak o\u011flum sana d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en zevkli i\u015fini tatt\u0131rmad\u0131 demek diyerek sen
\nkay\u0131nbaban\u0131 seyret bu gece seni \u00f6yle sikece\u011fimki.. beni b\u0131rakam\u0131yacaks\u0131n
\n g\u00fczel gelinim diyerek dekrar sikine do\u011fru kafam\u0131 bast\u0131rd\u0131\u2026art\u0131k
\ndeniyecekdim ama o kadar \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck ki,,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnki tek elimle kavr\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\n hem kal\u0131n hemde uzun yakla\u015f\u0131k 25 cm o koca s\u0131ki \u015fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck a\u011fz\u0131ma nas\u0131l
\n alaca\u011f\u0131m diyerek iki elimle sarmal\u0131yarak tutup o so\u011fan b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcndeki
\nsikinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma getirip almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ama m\u00fcmk\u00fcnad\u0131 yokdu..baba
\nbu \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck.. bu i\u015ften vaz gecerek ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc yapal\u0131m deyince\u2026hay\u0131r
\nbunu alacaks\u0131n alamazsan bile yal\u0131yacaks\u0131n diyerek\u00a0 bir eliyle ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131
\nsikinin \u00fczerine e\u011ferek bir eliylede sikini tutarak yalamam i\u00e7in
\nyalvar\u0131yordu..bu kadar \u0131srar etti\u011fine g\u00f6re ,demekki kay\u0131n babam\u0131n en
\nduyarl\u0131 b\u00f6lgesi o kocaman sikidir diyerek e\u011filip ta\u015faklar\u0131ndan yalamayaa
\n ba\u015flad\u0131m..ara s\u0131ra yumurtal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma alarak k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck \u0131s\u0131r\u0131klarla
\ndevam ederek kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n evet kar\u0131c\u0131\u011f\u0131m evet evet a\u015fk\u0131m gelinim diyerek
\n iki eliyle a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya yukar\u0131ya ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftirip duruyordu birden ba\u011f\u0131ra
\nba\u011f\u0131ra gelmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca o menilerinin suyu a\u011fz\u0131ma gelince midemin \u00e7ok
\nhassas olmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 do\u011fruca lavaboya ko\u015ftum..a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131kay\u0131p geldim
\nama onun siki hala ta\u015f gibi beni sikmeye haz\u0131r bir vaziyette bekledi\u011fini
\n g\u00f6r\u00fcnce\u2026baba sen az \u00f6n\u00e7e gelmedinmi diye sorunca..evet gelin geldim
\ndedi ve benim ya\u015fl\u0131 olmama bakma ben \u00e7ok gen\u00e7e ta\u015f \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131r\u0131rm deyince
\nben..ondan \u015f\u00fcphem olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum..hem sen ya\u015fl\u0131 de\u011filsin 52 ya\u015f
\n\u00e7ok ya\u015fl\u0131 say\u0131lmaz..senin o\u011flun 30 ya\u015f\u0131nda olmas\u0131na rahmen bir sefer
\nbo\u015falt\u0131kdan sonra adam olmas\u0131 \u00e7ok zor deyince kay\u0131nbabam..gelin sen beni
\n b\u00f6yle onure edmen \u00e7ok ho\u015fuma gidiyor deyince ben\u2026baba ben do\u011fruyu
\ns\u00f6yliyorum dedim ve kay\u0131n babam bir den aya\u011fa kalkarak benim dudaklar\u0131ma
\n yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026siki art\u0131k karn\u0131ma bask\u0131 yapmaya ba\u015flad\u0131..art\u0131k \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyoruz
\ndillerimizle dans ediyoruz\u2026bir s\u00fcre ayakta sevi\u015fip yava\u015f yava\u015f yata\u011fa
\nuzand\u0131k\u2026ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok g\u00fczel sevi\u015fiyor..kad\u0131n oldu\u011fumu bana ilk defa
\nkay\u0131nbabam hissettirdi..yatakta sevi\u015fmemizin bir s\u00fcre sonras\u0131nda kendimi
\n onun alt\u0131nda buldum..art\u0131k o kacaman siki am\u0131m\u0131n akan sular\u0131ndan
\nkayganla\u015fan am\u0131m\u0131n deli\u011fine dayand\u0131..o s\u0131rada ben\u2026baba biraz yava\u015f koy
\n tamamm\u0131 dedi\u011fimde neden k\u0131z\u0131m neden korkuyorsun deyince ben\u2026baba
\nsikin \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck zorlanaca\u011f\u0131m dedim..bunun \u00fczerine kay\u0131nbabam sen k\u0131z
\nde\u011filsinki 5 senedir bu amc\u0131k sikilmiyormu deyince ben\u2026evet sikiliyor
\nama b\u00f6yle kocaman bir sikle sikilmedi dedim\u2026kay\u0131nbabamne o benim
\no\u011flan\u0131n siki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckm\u00fc deyince ben\u2026ne \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck nede senin gibi bu kadar
\n kocaman deyince..babam mesela..ben senin sikinin an\u00e7ak yar\u0131s\u0131 kadar
\nvede \u00e7ok in\u00e7e..kay\u0131nbabam..anla\u015f\u0131lan ben kad\u0131n de\u011fil ama k\u0131z sikece\u011fim
\ndiyerek korkma yava\u015f yava\u015f koyaca\u011f\u0131m ama kendini kasma tamamm\u0131.k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck
\n\u00e7ocuk korkakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla h\u0131\u0131\u0131 h\u0131\u0131\u0131 derken biraz\u0131n\u0131 sokarken ka\u00e7maya
\ncapalad\u0131m\u2026ama ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn o yarak i\u015fini bitirmeden beni b\u0131rakaca\u011fa
\nbenzemiyor..biraz daha itince ciyaklamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026ne olursun
\nbaba..yava\u015f\u00a0diye yalvar\u0131rken tamam gelin korkma diyerek i\u00e7ine
\nittirmesiyle \u00f6lece\u011fimi sanarak bas bas ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m\u2026kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n
\n tamam tamam k\u0131z\u0131mge\u00e7tii diyerek hareketsiz durarak bendende ses
\n\u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131nca a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 ge\u00e7timi k\u0131z\u0131m diyerek bende evet evet devam et ama
\nfazla hareket etme dememe f\u0131rsat b\u0131rakmadan y\u00fcklendi\u011finde \u00f6l\u00fcyorum
\nsanarak ka\u00e7mak i\u00e7n\u00a0 hareket etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m .ama onun alt\u0131ndan hele bu
\nsaatten sonra kalkman\u0131n hi\u00e7 bir fayda etmiyece\u011fini anlad\u0131m ama a\u011flamakl\u0131
\n bir \u015fekilde ellerimle omuzunu d\u00f6vmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yarak hani bitmi\u015ftii
\nme\u011ferseme o tamam ge\u00e7ti deyince yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 koymu\u015ftu\u2026capuk \u00e7\u0131karrrr diye
\nne kadar ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131msada ..kay\u0131nbabam k\u0131z\u0131m bir \u015fey olmaz bi iki git gel
\nyapt\u0131kdan sonra bak al\u0131\u015ft\u0131nm\u0131 zevk alacas\u0131n dedi ve git gellere
\nba\u015fl\u0131yarak sen benim bunsan sonraki kar\u0131ms\u0131n..o\u011flummu g\u00fczel sikiyor
\nyoksa benmi dedi\u011finde ben\u2026tabikii sen..sen benim erke\u011fimsin..art\u0131k
\nbenim iki kocam olacak diyerek bundan sonraki siki\u015flerede davetiye
\nc\u0131kard\u0131m..kay\u0131nbabam\u201cama ben seni daha \u00e7ok sikece\u011fim..bu taze amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nyiyip bitirece\u011fim diyerek temposuna devam etti\u2026daha sonra sikini
\nam\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kararrak s\u0131tt \u00fcst\u00fc yatarak beni at`a biner bir pozisyonda o
\nkoca sikinin \u00fczerine oturttu..art\u0131k am\u0131m o koca sike al\u0131\u015farak, bende
\nkay\u0131nbabamla art\u0131k bir ritim yakalayarak git gellere ba\u015flad\u0131k..ara s\u0131ra
\npopoma vurarak,aradada iki elleriyle,popomun yanlar\u0131ndan tutarak kah
\nsikinin \u00fczerine bast\u0131r\u0131yor kah sikini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p dekrar sikinin \u00fczerine
\noturduyor..daha sonra birden ben ku\u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda, sikini am\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inden
\n\u00e7\u0131karmadan aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p dizlerimin \u00fczerine domalm\u0131\u015f bir pozisyonda
\nsikmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor..art\u0131k sik am\u0131ma o kadar al\u0131\u015fd\u0131kii..ac\u0131 zevke
\nd\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc..\u015flak \u015flak sesler b\u00fct\u00fcn odan\u0131n duvarlar\u0131nda yang\u0131lanmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131\u2026art\u0131ko kadar \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ve sertce sikiyorkiii orgazmlar\u0131m\u0131n
\nsay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 unuttum..biraz sonra bende yorgunluk belirtileri ba\u015flay\u0131nca
\nsiki ni am\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karmadan y\u00fcz\u00fckoyun bir \u015fekilde yata\u011fa yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.art\u0131k
\nam\u0131m\u0131la sikini s\u0131k\u0131ca kavr\u0131yarak hadi,had\u0131 kocac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026hadi erke\u011fim
\ndiyerek.,kay\u0131babamla beraber ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k..ama \u00f6yle
\nbir geldik kiii..cennet bu olmal\u0131 dedim\u2026kay\u0131nbabam,bir s\u00fcre \u00fczerimde
\nh\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 nefes alarak durdu ve \u00e7am yarmas\u0131 gibi yana devrildi..art\u0131k
\nikimizde resmen bitmi\u015fdik..bir s\u00fcre sessiz kalarak sessizli\u011fi yine ben
\nbozdum\u2026baba bu yapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z do\u011frumu dedim ve kay\u0131nbabam..neden k\u0131z\u0131m
\nyoksa pi\u015fmanm\u0131s\u0131n dedi\u011finde.. ben:bilmemkii bug\u00fcn i\u00e7in pi\u015fman olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131
\n diyebilirim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu geceyide bende
\nistedim..kay\u0131nbaba:..\u00f6yleyyse\u2026ben:..bundan sonras\u0131 i\u00e7in nokta
\nkoysakm\u0131\u2026kay\u0131nbabam..yabma k\u0131z\u0131m..seni daha yeni bulmu\u015fken kaybetmek
\nistemiyorum..ben:..ama konumumuzu biliyorsun..kay\u0131nbabam:..bundan \u015f\u00fcphen
\n olmas\u0131n..ama biz bu d\u00fcnyaya neden geldik zevk almak i\u00e7in
\nde\u011filmiii.dedi\u011finde ben..:evet ama ba\u015fka kar\u0131lar\u0131 sikebilirsin,gelinini
\nde\u011fil..hem devam etsekde ileride yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda rezil olur kimsenin
\ny\u00fcz\u00fcne bakamay\u0131z dedim..kay\u0131nbabam..bu ikimizin aras\u0131na \u00f6l\u00fcnceye kadar
\ns\u0131r olarak kalacak\u2026ben:tabiki s\u0131r olarak kalacak..pekki bu i\u015fi bir
\ns\u00fcre daha devam ettirelim ama ..ama..kay\u0131nbabam:amas\u0131 ne yoksa beni
\nsevmedinmi?.ben:hay\u0131r..sevmem olurmu ke\u015fke sen benim kocam
\nolsayd\u0131n..bana kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,beni bulutlar\u0131n \u00fczerine ucuran tek erkeksin
\ndedi\u011fimde.. kay\u0131nbabam:.emin ol sen o bulutlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden hi\u00e7
\ninmiyeceksin..takadim yetti\u011fis\u00fcrecede b\u00f6yle s\u00fcrecek..ve dudaklar\u0131ma bir
\nbuse kondurdukdan sonra yerimizden kalkarak do\u011fru banyoya
\ngittik..banyoda birbirimizi sabunlayarak y\u0131kan\u0131rken sabunun kayganl\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nonu dekrar harekete gecirdi\u2026art\u0131k o koca siki k\u0131c deli\u011fime dayan\u0131nca
\nben::sak\u0131n deneme\u2026kay\u0131nbabam..k\u0131z\u0131m ne olur bunu bana \u00e7ok g\u00f6rme,zaten
\nen \u00e7ok zevk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m iki \u015fey..biri sikimin yalanmas\u0131 biride g\u00f6t
\ndeli\u011finden sokmak..beni bu iki zevkdende mahrum ediyorsun dedi\u011finde
\nben..baba sen delirdinmi o kaca sikini am\u0131mdan zor ald\u0131m,k\u0131c\u0131mdan nas\u0131l
\nal\u0131r\u0131m..yoksa niyetin beni \u00f6ld\u00fcrmekmi..kay\u0131nbabam\u2026tamam k\u0131z\u0131m
\nkorkuyorsan yam\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m..belki ileride insafa gelirsin..\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin gibi
\n taze bir amc\u0131k bulmu\u015fken kaybetmeyece\u011fim diyerek dekrar dudaklar\u0131ma
\nyap\u0131\u015fd\u0131..banyodada beni o kaca sikiyle g\u00fczelcene sikdikden sonra
\nyata\u011f\u0131m\u0131za giderek,birbirimize sar\u0131larak g\u00fczel bir uygu \u00e7ektik..o kadar
\nyorulmu\u015fuzkii sabah uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda saat 12 ye geliyordu\u2026alel acele
\ngiyinip hastahaneye gitmek i\u00e7in a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indi\u011fimizde,resepsiyondaki gen\u00e7
\nkay\u0131nbabama,a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsun beybaba dedi\u011fnde k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olarak
\n otelden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k..san\u0131r\u0131m seslerimizden siki\u015fdi\u011fimizi
\nanlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131..hemen kay\u0131nbabam bir taksi cevirerek do\u011fruca hastaneye
\ngittik..kay\u0131nvalidemin o bitkin halini g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00e7e,i\u00e7imden kay\u0131n valideme
\n\u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm\u2026nas\u0131l \u00fcz\u00fclmiyeyimki;kay\u0131nvalidem burda \u00f6l\u00fcm kal\u0131m sava\u015f\u0131
\nverirken..bizkay\u0131n babamla otel odalar\u0131nda siki\u015fiyorduk..kay\u0131nvalidem
\nhastaneye bir hafta daha kald\u0131 ve bir haftan\u0131n sonunda\u00a0 vefat etti..o
\nkadar \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcmki..ger\u00e7ekten kay\u0131nvalidem \u00e7ok iyi bir insand\u0131..birde
\nbu sevdi\u011fim insan\u0131n kocas\u0131yla hemde \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u00f6\u015fe\u011findeyken yapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m siki\u015f de
\n akl\u0131ma gelince \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcm bir kat daha artt\u0131\u2026art\u0131k kay\u0131nvalidemin
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra 40 g\u00fcn kadar yas tutarak kay\u0131nbabamla yak\u0131nla\u015fmam\u0131z
\nolmad\u0131..40 g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tikden sonra kay\u0131nbabam gelin yas\u0131n bitmedimi ne zaman
\n siki\u015fece\u011fiz diyerekdudaklar\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015farak beni yata\u011fa att\u0131..art\u0131k
\ng\u00fcnd\u00fczleri evde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7ocu\u011fumla kay\u0131nbabamla ba\u015fba\u015fa kalmaya
\nba\u015flad\u0131k.\u00e7ocu\u011fun uyutu\u011fu saatlerde,beni evin her k\u00f6\u015fesinde sikmeye
\nba\u015flad\u0131..art\u0131k sabah ak\u015fam siki\u015fiyorduk..kom\u015fular\u0131ma gitmez
\noldum\u2026\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kay\u0131nbabam beni evden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131yor..bir g\u00fcn
\nal\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe gitmek i\u00e7in evden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda,\u00fcst kom\u015fumne o k\u0131z
\nbak\u0131yorumda art\u0131k gelmiyorsun..manal\u0131 manal\u0131 sadece evden ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131
\nduyuyorum\u2026neden ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun deyince ben\u2026\u015fey kay\u0131nvalidemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc
\nbizi peri\u015fan etti..bazen a\u011fl\u0131yorum dedi\u011fimde kom\u015fu;hi\u00e7dea\u011flama sesine
\nbenzemiyor diyerek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedii..ben:..sen ne demek istiyorsu
\ndedi\u011fimde..kom\u015fu..\u015fey..bazen yeter yeter diye sesini duyuyorum
\nda\u2026ben:..\u015fey ,san\u0131r\u0131m( kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n o koca sikini yerken ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131m)
\n kom\u015fular\u0131n dikkatini cekdi..ben laf\u0131 k\u0131v\u0131rarak bazen kay\u0131nbabam beni
\nd\u00f6v\u00fcyor..fazla vurmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u00f6yledi\u011fim ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131
\nduymu\u015fsunuzdur..dedi\u011fimde..kom\u015fu:..anlad\u0131m da senin kay\u0131nbaban\u0131 \u00e7ok
\nuysak sesi \u00e7okmaz bir zaval\u0131 olarak bilirdik deyince ben;siz onu
\nbilmezsiniz,o ne domuzdur o ,onu bana sorun diyerek,kom\u015fu..imal\u0131 bir
\n\u015fekilde,k\u0131z onun vurdu\u011fu yerde,g\u00fcl biter..ke\u015fke senin yerine bana
\nvursa..diyerek g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca ben sinirlenerek\u2026sen ne demek
\nistiyorsun\u2026bana ne anlatmak istiyorsun diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nca kom\u015fu..\u015faka
\nyapd\u0131m hatice,sende \u015fakadan hi\u00e7 alm\u0131yorsun diyerek sorsan
\ng\u00fccendii..ben:..b\u00f6yle \u015faka olmaz..sen bunun anlam\u0131n\u0131 biliyormusun diye
\nkonuyu kapatarak pazara do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fimi yapt\u0131m..ama kom\u015fu
\ndemekki benim o koca siki yiyipde ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131..eve gelin\u00e7e
\nkay\u0131nbabama..ya beni yava\u015f yava\u015f s\u015fk..ya da beni unut deyince
\nkay\u0131nbabam..neoldu a\u015fk\u0131m..neden \u00f6yle dedin..ben;neden olacak..o kaca
\nsikinle beni sikerkenki ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 kom\u015fular duyarak bana imal\u0131 imal\u0131
\nkonu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026kay\u0131nbabam::ne s\u00f6ylediler..ben:.k\u0131z art\u0131k evden
\nd\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yorsun vede bazen yeter yeter b\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 duyuyoruz..neden
\nba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 merak etmi\u015fler\u2026kay\u0131nbabam;sen ne
\ndedin\u2026ben;..kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n kay\u0131nvalidem \u00f6ld\u00fckden sonra \u00e7ok
\nhuysuzla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve bazen beni d\u00f6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledimama
\ninanmad\u0131lar\u2026san\u0131r\u0131m beni sikdi\u011fini anlad\u0131lar deyince kay\u0131nbabam..k\u0131z\u0131m
\n sende \u00e7ok ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun\u2026ne zamandan beri siki\u015fiyoruz\u2026hala hi\u00e7 yarak
\nyememi\u015f k\u0131zlar gibi ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun diyince ben;..birazda
\nk\u0131zarak..tabiii\u2026sana giren \u00e7\u0131kan yok\u2026sen sadece sokuyorsun..ama
\nsokulan benolunca ba\u011f\u0131rmak benim hakk\u0131m,dedim ve yatak odas\u0131na gidip
\n\u00fczerimi de\u011fi\u015ftirerek salona ge\u00e7tim\u2026alt\u0131 ayd\u0131r siki\u015fiyoruz\u2026bu arada
\nkocama eskisi gibi vakit ay\u0131ram\u0131yorum\u2026olay\u0131 cakmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in arada
\ns\u0131rada sevi\u015fiyorum ama sadece g\u00f6revimi yap\u0131yorum..\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey
\nhissetmiyorum..ger\u00e7ektende art\u0131k kocam\u0131n siki am\u0131ma k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck gelmeye
\nba\u015flad\u0131..ili\u015fkimiz hala devam ediyor..ama nereye kadar gidecek
\nbilmiyorum<\/p>\n

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